i require so much attention im worse than a tamagotchi
it seems to me that from the word go, we have lots of goals drilled into our heads. make friends, get good grades, get good qualifications, get a good job, make a good family, retire, die. be rich, be famous. there is also the goal others try to teach- be happy. i feel like that is hard when you must follow the aforementioned pattern. what if i don’t want to? what if that doesn’t make you happy? it is only then that you tap into the underlying goal of life- survive. it’s something most people just assume. but it is a goal, in my eyes. to survive through the shit life gives you. when life gives you lemons, throw them the fuck back. demand for apples, so you can make apple pie, because you like apple pie. fuck lemons, and the fuck the shit you’re given. find something else, make something else. make something of yourself, and survive.
Okay, okay, just went to see Rise of the Guardians
HOLY FUCKING SHIT THAT MOVIE GAVE ME SO MANY HAPPY FEELS I NEARLY DIED AUGHHH I BELIEVE IN YOU JACK FROST PRECIOUS BBY DON’T WORRY AND WHY DOES SANTA HAVE SUCH A THICK RUSSIAN ACCENT I KEPT LAUGHING WHEN HE TALKED AND SANDY EUURGH SO CUTE LET ME LOVE YOUUU
In short, my feels got the better of me. Considering I have been feeling like crap these past two days, and I literally dragged myself out with my family to go and see this because I really wanted to see it in the cinema but knew I wouldn’t get another chance since I’m legit spending all the money I come upon on christmas presents, and now I feel like I was never ill in the first place just explains how.. how nice this movie is. It’s just so good and perfect and I just can’t find the words for it and aauugh my feeeeeeeeeeeeeeels. And Pitch, ilu, but I would pay to see you go up against the oogie boogie man from The Nightmare Before Christmas. That would be friggin’ hilarious.
When I go watch Rise of the Guardians I am probably going to squeal every time Jack Frost is on screen and then everyone in the theater will hate me.
me and my
datebest friend were the only ones in the whole fucking cinema we screamed whenever we want
Saturday Cosplay: Major Jin Kisaragi, Lieutenant Noel Vermillion and Torakaka
So for our first day my little sister, our friend Tiffy and myself cosplayed from Blazblue. I loved how our cosplayed turned out. To tell you the truth we didn’t sleep at all finishing our cosplay. I have cosplayed Litchi Faye-Lin from Blazblue but to be honest I liked my Jin cosplay more, <3 We did end up in a video and I can’t wait to see it.
Damn these late nights. I always get so.. depressed. Thinking of happier times. Easier times. I hate this. I hate the way things have turned out. I hate the way we’ve turned out. I look back at our old selves, comparing them to the new. We’ve twisted and turned so much, turning into these.. these shells of what we used to be, two faced liars, the lot of us. I hate that. I hate us.